Its funny.
Theres this thing I asked of God.
He said yes.
This same thing God asked of me back.
I said no.
Then I said yes, out of submission more then passion.
Then I regreted even asking God if I could in the first place becuase included in this thing was something I wanted but couldnt have, and I would rather want from a distance then not have something that was right there.
Then this other thing left.
Then God asked me again.
I said yes both out of submission and passion.
Theres this thing I asked of God.
He said yes.
Its funny.
God never changes.
Hallelujah.