Love hurts.

Watching someone I love cry tears of pain, tears of abandonment, tears of hopelessness - ya that hurts.

Being shut out of someone I loves life because of that pain, abandonment and hopelessness - ya that hurts too.

Needing to be hard in order to love effectivly - ya that hurts too.

Being hated, mocked, ignored by someone I love - ya that hurts.

Love is paitent. Love never fails.

Im scared. Im scared that what I have worked for and invested time in will return void. I am also promised it wont, because I am promised love doesnt fail remember. So if I have truely loved then everythings going to be okay? Right? Why do I find that hard to beleive.

Love hurts.

Jesus knows love hurts.
He was flogged 39 less one times because of those tears we cry of pain, of abandonment of hopelessness.
He placed a crown of thorns, that peirced is brow on because of the way we hate.mock.and ignore him.
Ya, Jesus knows love hurts.

Love hurts.
Love never fails.

God is here.