blast...

my friend fell, fell into the enemies lies, fell into agreement with the world, fell back into drugs, fell hard.
she was doing so well, and lost it in one bad desition.
i am so angry

blast...

yet theres hope! hallelujah theres hope!

i just got off the phone with her, she admitted shes weak and needs helps, and admitted that she needs to rely on Gods strengh. shes agreed to go to treatment, pray for her.

now I call all my friends in the downtown eastside friends, becuase thats what they are, but with sarah, its authentic friendship, not that the other ones arent, it just seems more so with sarah...when im bored and have nothign to do i go to her house not becuase im obligated to but becuase i want to...we have genuine fun together!!! this friendship is one of those devine friendships...

it all started a couple years ago. i was not in the war college yet. i was downtown with cariboo hill temple street van, and i was wearing a camp sunrise staff shirt. she noticed it and mentioned she once worked at jacksons point. we got to talking. i then prayed for her almost every day and didnt see any more of her. infact along with cleaning my room found an old journal where i mentioned her in... went to work at camp sunrise, and often the Lord brought her to mind and i would shout up a prayer, then i was in the war college and met a nice girl named sarah, it took me about a month to realise it was the same person (she on the other hand new right away, and still makes fun of me for not realising it!, in my defense she looked WAY different, lost a lot of weight, lighter hair...) for the last year we have been friends...i went through some rough stuff during the year, and she encouraged me to persiver, at grad she said something i will never forget "im proud of you". all year the Lord told me to get in a disipling relationship with her, i compromised and just met with her as friends, i wonder if i was obedient in the first place, she would have not fallen...at grad i mentioned to her we should get together for a structered time of disipling and she was all for it, this time i will be obedient to the Lord most high.