Volnerability

Did I spell that right? Volnerability? Anywho, something quick Yahweh just showed me....

Our lack of volnerability to others makes us more volnerable to enemy attacks.

Volnerability, transparency, openness, 3 of my least favorite words. I know the importance of them, and the strategic methods of attack, yet I struggle with it. Why? Why dont I rise up and overcome? Why?